Somethings are not meant to be said face to face.
It's better that way...

One week without any post 'cause i don't wish to see my blog being filled with all the "ar fail already lar!!" Stuff like that thus, so save my time and my effort and my blog space etc,i rather not type in any at all.

Firstly, I would like to warn you guys,THIS post is not going to be pretty, rather its gon'na be nasty.

'kay,today we went to eat Pizza(s) in Pizza Hut.{not one of my plan for today already.} Get the bill : $111.70/6=$18.61.person.{there are 6 of us and the bill person is already more than half my 1 week allowance.Furthermore,i'm TOTALLY broke i just can't stress that enough.} Nevermind,ONCE in awhile for me is fine. Next, something I don't actually partically mind but i really like to point out this. Why am i ALWAYS,okay not always but MOST of the time,paying the bill 1st?! What if ONE FINE SUNNY/RAINY/CLOUDY DAY,I do not have enough money to even pay my share?! Yeah?!I know what you gon'na say, me washing dishes, i shall ask again: Why not YOU wash?!

Now, let's rewind, during recess i VIVIDLY remember me saying:"You all go home first lor! If i after school suddenly feel likie eating then contact you all" and Pearl reply:" hah! then i go blacklist Isabel's call don't pick up her call." See what i mean?! This is what happen in Pizza Hut, they keep saying that i say "don't know" when they ask me want to go out and eat lunch or not.As you can see the above text, isn't that exactly what i'm trying to point out?! I already say "No"! Unless you don't get what i mean " you all go home first" then i have nothing more to say.

Initially, when i just finish school, i want to go home straight partly 'cause i'm exhausted and i really am BROKE.Guess what happen to me?! I've been abused! No,am not joking. In fact, i have alot people to be my witness. {I do not wish to mention the name.} I got yanked by the hair on the pavement and school corridor{both public places.} like a pathetic dog being punished. When i met eye for an eye,I get smackings on the hand which i really hurt i tell you!!But in the end i agree in going to have lunch,without knowing we are eating at Pizza Hut until later part when they have decided where to eat.

The dispute did not end here. When we were waiting to take the order, they insist me of saying "i dont know"{the previous text}and that i also have to see SOME "colors" from them{unless i am rather sensitive today}.After completing the meal, when i say my English teacher say we can add 1 mark because our format are correct{if we only have the comma and fullstop thing "wrong"} and that ours is the "upper seconday standard", they went on saying my teacher not fair.Puuuuhleeeese.See the notes given to the whole sec 3,set by Mdm Chen.It is also correct if you did not put the commas and fullstop, but its a "lower sec standard". Seriously, i AM only quoting from Mdm Chen and it's exactly what she told us.If you are not happy you can ask your teacher to add marks lar!!As i mentioned, IF you have been deducted 1 mark for the commas and fullstop in the adrees part ONLY. Get it right.

I am sorry for the sudden out-burst but i really could not remain silent any longer. I have no intention to hurt anyone. Please if you find i am being bias against you,making you fed of me, just comment,but be warned that i am NOT afraid that you came to read this post.'Cause i am merely stating how i feel about the whole accident at THAT point of time.

Until Then,
#lalabell.

P.S: I feel like a total petty/narrow minded/two headed bitch. But what can i do? It's just me.I just can't keep it inside me any longer.

Bewarned: Do NOT come running to me and ask me about this friking post, 'cause i will talk no shit about it.

Just let the past pass.Let bygones go bygone.
The one thing i cannot deny is that i really enjoy your "encouragement" and companionship.